<strong>lwD` hn S`b... wllh ykwn bl`wn!</strong>hy fkhr lbnn wwjhh lHqyqy lmshrq, hy lSwr@ lry'd@ lrjl stthny'yyWn tHdWw l`b@ lqdr fy klW mrW@ `ksthm Zrwf bldin Grqin fy zwrybh lsysy@ lDyWq@ wlm`qWdW@. fhw'l khTTw, jthdw, t`bw, khTrw, tHdWw wnjHw, l bl tfwWqw wHlWqw `lyan jdan, lys fy sm lbnn fHsb, nWm lHt rythm fy sm lqrWt lkhms. wl'n llbnnyyWn ytmskwn bl'ml rGm klW ltHdyWt wl`rqyl, wl'nW shGfhm bl`ml yqwdhm l~ lbd` wltfwWq, tHwWlt shrk@ <> mn shrk@ stshrt hndsyW@ mHlyW@ l~ shrk@ `lmyW@ ry'd@ mtkhSS@ fy mjl lstshrt wltSmym lhndsy@ wdr@ lmshry`.'kthr mn 6000 mwZfan mn 'SHb lkft wlkhbrt wlmhrt lstthny'y@ ytwzW`wn `l~ 32 fr`u fy mkhtlf 'nH l`lm, ydrswn wykhTTwn wyshrfwn `l~ tnfydh mshry` `lmy@ Dkhm@ `ly@ ljwd@, dht tqny@ mtTwr@ ltqdym 'fDl lkhdmt ll`ml, flshrk@ lm tkn lttHwWl l~ 'yqwn@ fy `lm lhnds@ wlstshrt lwl thq@ hw'l l`ml lty ktsbth `n jdr@ bf`l tb`h mbd' lshffyW@ l~ jnb mhnyWth l`ly@ wtqnh fnW l`ml.flbrwfswr mnyr lkhTyb, dhk lmhnds l`mlq wlSlb, 'drk `nd t'sysh shrk@ <> fy l`m 1959 b'n mftH lnjH hw lltzm blm`yyr l'khlqy@ qbl l`lmyW@, fhdh l'khyr krWs klW dqyq@ mn `mrh wHyth mn 'jl khdm@ mjtm`h wtTwyrh mn khll kf@ lkhdmt lhndsy@ wlm`mryW@ lty yqdWmh wlfrS lHqyqy@ lty ymnHh llTqt lbshryW@ Ht~ tstthmr kfth wTqth Hyth yjb.Gyr 'n lbrwfswr lkhTyb lm ykn wHydan fy rw'yth hdhh, bl nW zmylh fy lt`lym l'kdymy fy ljm`@ l'myrky@ - byrwt ldktwr zhyr `lmy kn 'yDan SHb nZr@ mtqdWm@ fy hdh lmjl.. mn hn, knt shrk@ <> fy l`m 1964 thmr@ tktf hdhn l`mlqn lldhn 'ssW lmrHl@ l bl lnTlq@ jdyd@ dht 'b`d `lmy@ j`lt shrkthm ttrbW` `l~ `rsh lryd@ fy hdh lmjl. <strong>mshry` `lmy@ Dkhm@ </strong> f`lan, lqd qmt shrk@ ltHd lhndsy <> bdrs@ wtSmym wlshrf `l~ tnfydh l`dyd mn lmshry` l`mlq@ fy bldn lntshr wlty kn lh dwran kbyran fy t`zyz lbny@ ltHty@ wtHqyq nhD@ `mrny@ ltlk ldwl, wndhkr `l~ sbyl lmthl l lHSr, tSmymh 'brj lbwb@ lthlth@ fy 'bw Zby Dmn mshrw` shms 'bw Zby fy jzyr@ lrym, mjm` fndq lHbtwr fy dby, fndq rwyl fy bld@ dby@ fy lbnn, brj lTyr wbrj dmk fy dby, brj ldrwysh lskny fy qTr wGyrh.hdh wzdhrt '`ml lshrk@ ltshml 'yDan tSmym wnsh `dd mn lmnshat lt`lymy@ wlryDy@ wlSHy@ mthl mstshf~ fy mdyn@ SHm l`mWny@ wmrkz lm`lj@ lsrTn fy l`Sm@ msqT, mrkz Tby jdyd tb` lmw'ss@ Hmd lTby@ fy qTr, mstshf~ lmlk `bd l`zyz fy lryD, q`@ lmnsbt wlHtflt fy kly@ l'zhr fy Gz@, jm`@ zyd fy 'bw Zby, blDf@ l~ lTrq wtTwyr shbkt lbn~ ltHty@ fy mdyn@ dby lryDy@, wml`b Gwlf <> fy dby.wmn lmnshat lt`lymy@ wlryDy@ wlSHy@ l~ mTrt ynb` wtbwk wnjrn ljdyd@ fy ls`wdy@, w`dd mn lmbny lHkwmy@ mthl mbn~ lsfr@ l`mny@ ljdyd fy byrwt, wwzr@ lt`lym l`ly fy lkhrTwm wmbn~ wzr@ l`ml fy dby.hdh wlm tqtSr '`ml <> `l~ lmnshat l`mrny@, fhdhh l'khyr@ tGTy Tyfan ws`an mn ltkhSSt fy lhnds@ lm`mry@ mthl ltnZym lmdny wlnql wlTq@ wlmyh wmshry` lnfT wlGz wt`zyz lbn~ ltHty@ w`d@ tshkyl mdn b'kmlh, Hyth shmt bwD` mkhTTt tnZymy@ jdyd@ l`ddin mn lmdn mthl lshrq@ wbGdd, wkdhlk mkhTTt lltnmy@ ltjry@ wlqtSdy@ mthl mdyn@ msy`yd lSn`y@ fy qTr blDf@ l~ tnmy@ lmnTq@ lsHly@ mn mdyn@ Swr Ht~ mdyn@ qrbt fy slTn@ `mn.km brzt '`ml lshrk@ fy tshyyd `dd mn ljswr wlTrqt ldwly@ wl'nfq, mthl jsr ldwym fy mdyn@ 'm Hrz lswdny@ wjsr ldmm - lryD qrb ldmm. <strong>rHyl wl`mlq... wntql lsh`l@</strong> rHl lnqyb wlmhnds lmkhDrm mnyr lkhTyb fy l`m 2010 mjsdWan nmwdhjan yHtdh~ bh blqyd@ lHkym@ wlrw'y lstrtyjy@ lty btt mSdr lhm l'jyl lmhndsyn, w`l~ r'shm bnh njyb lkhTyb ldhy yqwd sfyn@ <> lywm bklW shGf w'mn@. flmdyr ltnfydhy ydrk Hjm lmsw'wly@ lmlq@ `l~ `tqh wy`rf tmman n ldf` l~ l'mm yHtj l~ tTwyr lrw'y bSwr@ dy'm@ ltHky mtTlWbt l`Sr lHdyth wtlbWy nZr@ wHj@ l`ml. mn hn, fnW lkhTyb lbn lm ytmyWz fy lqdr@ `l~ ltkhTyT llmstqbl fHsb, bl 'Zhr 'yDan thbtW wmhr@an fy lmDy qdman btnfydh lmkhTTt, f <> lm tkn fy ywmin mjrWd shrk@ nm hy thqf@ qy'm@ bHdW dhth, thqf@ mbnyW@ `l~ lqdrt lt`lymy@ wlqdr@ `l~ ltTwr wlbtkr wlbd`. <strong>mn byn 'fDl lshrkt lhndsy@ l`lmy@ bHsb tSnyf ENR</strong> smyr lkhTyb, 'Hd qbTn@ sfyn@ <>, ytHdth lmjlWtn bshGf `n bdy@ lshrk@ mt'thran bHkm@ wHnk@ lmw'ss, fyshyr l~ n lnTlq@ knt tqtSr `l~ `dd qlyl mn lmwZfyn wlmhndsyn knTlq@ 'yW shrk@ `dy@, nWm lrw'y lfZy`@ wlflsf@ lkhS@ lty knt fy dhhn l'stdh mnyr 'dWt f`lh `l~ 'rD lwq`, mwDHan 'n 'mny@ l'khyr knt tkmn fy t'sys shrk@ stshry@, `lman b'nW mrdwd lshrkt lstshry@ <> lmly ykwn 'qlW mn shrkt lt`hdWt <>, nmW lmw'ss kn ySrW `l~ bn shrk@ stshrt wqd tb` zdhrh wtTwWrh khTw@an khTw@ l~ n btt mn 'kbr lshrkt l`lmy@, dh n `ml mnyr lkhTyb lm yqtSr `l~ ry's@ mjls ldr@ fHsb, bl kn HrySan `l~ mtb`@ ltTwWr ltqny llshrk@ `n qrb wshkWl jthdh wtfnyh df`an mkWn khTyb w`lmy mn njz l`dyd mn lmshry` lhndsy@ wlkhdmt lstshry@. wm lbn~ ltHty@ lDkhm@ wlmbny wlnsht wlmdn lty SmWmt wshyWdt fy l`lm l`rby l dlyl `l~ njzt lshrk@ w`rq@ khbrth, f <> t`ml lywm fy 'kthr mn thlthyn dwl@ tshml lkhlyj l`rby wdwl lmqlb l`rby blDf@ l~ dwl 'fryqy w'wrwb w'myrk. wytb` lkhTyb Hdythh qy'lan: <> l~ mdrs@ hndsyW@ bHdW dhth khrjWt l`dyd wl`dyd mn l'jyl wlkwdr lmmyWz@>>. hdh wylft lkhTyb l~ n ljwW l`m fy lshrk@ hw jwW `y'ly tHkmh llf@ wlmHbW@ byn lzml, mshyran l~ 'n Glby@ l`y'lt llbnnyW@ mmthl@ fy lshrk@ km 'n jmy` lTwy'f mwjwd@ `l~ `tbr n lkf@ hy wHdh m`yr ltwZyf.<blockquote> <strong>SrW `l~ bq mktbn</strong><strong>lry'ysyW@ fy byrwt </strong></blockquote> 'm `n '`ml lshrk@ fy lbnn wwD`h fy ZlW lwD` lqtSdy lm'zwm ldhy y`yshh hdh lbld, fywDH lkhTyb n nsb@ '`ml lshrk@ fy lbnn l tt`dW~ l 5% mn `mlh Hwl l`lm, f'Hjm l'shGl wqym@ lmshry` lty n`ml `lyh Dkhm@ jdWan, nWm wm` dhlk hnk Srr lbq lmktb lry'ysy@ fy byrwt `l~ `tbr n lshrk@ wTnyW@ wlbnnyW@ lhwyW@. wfm yt`lWq blmshry` lmmyWz@ lty `mlt wt`ml `lyh lshrk@, fyS`b `l~ lkhTyb HS hdhh lmshry` 'w tSnyfh dhlk n lklW mshrw` 'hmyWth wtqnyth wkhSwSyWth blnsb@ l <>, fmn l'brj l`mlq@ l~ lmTrt wlmstshfyt wlmjmW`t lsyHy@ wGyrh.wrdWan `l~ sw'l `n srW hdh lntshr lws`, fywDkh lkhTyb n lshrk@ yushhd lh blTqt lbshry@ lty tmtlkh wkwdrh lkfw@ lty t`ml bshffy@ wmSdqyW@ wlty 'yDan tkhD` bstmrr ldwrt tdryby@ lmwkb@ ltTwr wltknwlwjy lHdyth@, `lman b'n <> knt mn 'wy'l lshrkt l~ `tmdt lkwmbywtr fy 'wy'l lsb`ynt.wytb` qy'lan: <>.wld~ sw'ln `n md~ khtlf Tby`@ lmshry` byn lbnn wljwr l`rby wl syWm lkhlyjy, fyshyr lkhTyb l~ 'nW lnhD@ fy tlk lbldn bd't mndh stynt 'w sb`ynt lqrn lmDy, wqd nTlqt mn lSfr 'y bdan mn lbn~ ltHtyW@ wSwlan l~ lmrkz ltjryW@ mrwran blmshry` lskny@ wGyrh, lftW l~ 'n Glby@ lshrkt wkbt hdh ltTwWr wtmW tnfydh lmshry` wfq m`yyr lbn lHdyth@, 'mW fy lbnn flmshry` bm`Zmh `dyW@ mn Hyth ltSmym wltqnWy@ lfny@, `lm an b'nW llbnny kn lh lyd lTwl~ fy `mlyW@ `mr ldwl l`rby@, lknW lGryb fy lmwDw`, bHsb lkhTyb, hw n lmstthmr lkhlyjy stw`b w'drk 'hmyW@ wf`lyW@ lshrk@ lstshry@ wkn yhmWh tnfydh mshry` nmwdhjyW@ wHdyth@ wmtTwW@, nWm fy lbnn m`Zm lmshry` hy ll'sf tjryW@ tftqr llfnwn lhndsy@ lHdyth@ bstthn b`D lmshry` k <> `l~ sbyl lmthl. <strong>llt`ql wltnzl `n l'nnyt </strong> w`n wD` hdh lqT` fy Dw lrkwd lqtSdy ldhy y`yshh lbnn, fyr~ khTyb nW hdh lbld lTlm `tmd `l~ lkhrj fy qtSdh `l~ `tbr n lmGtrbyn knw yshklwn mSdran lDkhW l'mwl <> wqT`t lzr`@ wlSn`@ tbq~ khjwl@ jdan. lywm lwD` khtlf b`D lshy, flmGtrbwn lm y`d bmknhm DkhW l'mwl km fy lsbq, wbltly mn lTby`y 'n ybq~ swq l`qrt jmdan bHyth lm y`d hnk `rD wTlb wlsbb y`wd l~ wjwd shHW mlyW kbyr, fy lHqyq@ lwD` hn S`b jdWan wm ntmnWh hw 'n yt`qWl lsysyyn wytnzlw `n lsyst l'nnyW@ lmSlH@ lbld dhlk 'n lwD` lm y`d yHtml, ldyn l`m 'SbH kbyran jdan whnk krth@ Hqyqy@ thdd lbld. SHyHun n l'zm@ hy `lmy@ wHt~ lmshry` fy lkhlyj shhdt trj`an nm lm tnqT` wlqtSd l yzl nshTan nm lmnfs@ btt qwWy@ jdan fy lswq>>. w`n r'yh bmw'tmr sydr wlms`dt lmly@ lmrtqb@, `tbr lkhTyb <>, mshyran l~ 'n lry'ys lHryry y`ml bklW Tqth, nm dh lm nts`d nHn klbnnyyWn ltnfydh lSlHt lmTlwb@ f`ndh l fy'd@ mn mw'tmr sydr wl mn Gyrh. lywm lwD` lsysy fy lbnn fy 'dn~ mstwyth SHyHun n lsys@ ldyn lTlm mrWt bmTbWt, nm lkhTb lsysy tkhdh mnH~an nHdryan Gyr msbwqan w <>..w`n nSyHth lty yqdWmh lljyl lS`d, fyqwl <> fy klW shy>>. wfy klm@ 'khyr@ llqyWymyn `l~ lbld, tmnW~ lkhTyb 'n ytnzl hw'l `n lmSlH lshkhSyW@ llmSlH@ l`m@ wbn wTn lmstqbl, km tmnW~ `l~ l`lm 'n yl`b dwran yjbyan fy nql rsl@ jyWd@ `n bldn wytHlW~ blmsw'wlyW@ `nd nql lSwr@ wlklm@. <em><strong>wy'l khlyl</strong></em>
