ql msw'wl fy qT` lSH@ lymny wlljn@ ldwly@ llSlyb l'Hmr n Drbt jwy@ nfdhh ltHlf ldhy tqwdh ls`wdy@, 'ms lkhmys, qtlt `shrt l'shkhS, bynhm 'Tfl knw ystqlwn Hfl@, fy mHfZ@ S`d@ lymny@.wql ltHlf lmd`wm mn lGrb wyHrb (Hrk@ lHwthy) lmtHlf@ m` yrn fy lymn fy byn n lDrbt ljwy@ sthdft mnSt Tlq Swrykh stkhdmt fy hjwm `l~ mdyn@ jzn fy jnwb ls`wdy@, ywm l'rb`, 'sfr `n mqtl mdny ymny hnk.wthm ltHlf lHwthyyn bstkhdm l'Tfl drw` bshry@ wql n lDrbt nfdht bm ytsq m` lqnwn ldwly lnsny.wql mHmd `bd lslm lmtHdth bsm lHwthyyn "qm@ lskhf wlsqwT 'n ybrr nTq tHlf l`dwn jrym@ lywm b'nh sthdf mn 'smhm (mTlqy Srwkh) fy tsTyH wsthtr wDH b'rwH lmdnyyn fym lmsthdfwn Hfl@ Tlb fy wsT mdyn@ DHyn wbyn lmtswqyn wlmsh@ fy lTryq l`m".wqlt lljn@ ldwly@ llSlyb l'Hmr n hjwm 'Sb Hfl@ tql 'Tfl fy swq DHyn fy shml S`d@.wql mws~ `bd llh khll `ljh bmstshf~ "HSlt Drb@ wsT lswq sthdft bS (Hfl@) tHml 'Tfl wHn m`n mHlt tjry@ wftHyn mHltn wlmtswqyn kl`d@ klhm mdnyyn wklhm lly sqTw mdnyyn 'Tfl w'SHb '`ml".wdhkr lSlyb l'Hmr `l~ Hsbh bmwq` twytr 'n Tqmh lTby bmstshf~ yd`mh fy S`d@ stqbl jthth 29 Tfl klhm dwn 15 `m. wstqbl lmstshf~ 'yD 48 mSb bynhm 30 Tfl.wkn dhlk `dd lDHy fy mstshf~ wHd.wql `bd lGny lmwZf bdr@ lSH@ fy S`d@ "sthdft lywm Hfl@ tql Tlb qdmyn mn mdrs@ Syfy@ wntj `n dhlk 43 shhyd wm yqrb 63 jryH".wGTt 'kys ljthth lbyD 'rDy@ Hd~ Grf lmstshf~ ldhy yd`mh lSlyb l'Hmr.wtmdd 'Tfl mkhDbwn bldm wmDmdwn bl'rbT@ `l~ mHft fy Hyn `kf l'Tb `l~ `ljhm. wHml l'Sdq wl'qrb b`D lmSbyn 'thn tlqyhm l`lj.wktb ywhns brwr, ry'ys b`th@ lSlyb l'Hmr, fy lymn `l~ twytr "`shrt lqtl~ w'`dd 'kbr mn lmSbyn 'Glbhm tHt sn l`shr@".wlm ytDH `dd lqtl~ mn l'Tfl 'w `dd lGrt ljwy@ lty nfdht fy lmnTq@ lwq`@ bshml lymn qrb lHdwd m` ls`wdy@.wknt ls`wdy@ wdwl `rby@ sny@ mtHlf@ m`h qd tdkhlt fy lHrb ldy'r@ fy lymn mndh 'kthr mn thlth snwt Dd jm`@ lHwthy lshy`y@ lty tsyTr `l~ 'kthr lmnTq lm'hwl@ blskn fy lymn bm fy dhlk l`Sm@ Sn`, wlty 'khrjt lHkwm@ lmd`wm@ mn ls`wdy@ mnh fy `m 2014.wtqdm lwlyt lmtHd@ wHlf Grbywn akhrwn lslH wm`lwmt lmkhbrt lltHlf mm 'thr ntqdt mn jnb mnZmt mdf`@ `n Hqwq lnsn bsbb lDrbt ljwy@ lltHlf lty 'wdt bHy@ my't lmdnyyn fy Drbt 'Sbt mstshfyt wmdrs w'swq.wqlt mtHdth@ bsm ljysh l'mryky n lqwt l'mryky@ lm tshrk fy lDrb@ ljwy@, ywm lkhmys.wql yn yjlnd ry'ys lmjls lnrwyjy lljy'yn fy tGryd@ `l~ twytr "hdh `ml Gryb wmkhz. stkhff Srkh bqw`d lHrb `ndm tkwn Hfl@ tnql 'Tfl mdrs 'bry hdf mshrw` llhjwm".w'fd nyfyw zjry mmthl mnZm@ lSH@ l`lmy@ fy lymn b'n lmnZm@ wz`t mddt Try'@ wql "nny Hzyn llGy@ z m wq` fy S`d@... lhjwm `l~ lmdnyyn Gyr mqbwl".wyqwl ltHlf nh l yqSf `n `md 'hdf mdny@ wnh shkl ljn@ lltHqyq fy mz`m `n sqwT qtl~ wSbt jm`y@ fy Grt jwy@, wntht 'Glb ltHqyqt btbry'@ sH@ ltHlf.wnqlt wkl@ l'nb ls`wdy@ `n byn ltHlf qwlh "lsthdf ldhy tm lywm fy mHfZ@ S`d@ `ml `skry mshrw`... wtm tnfydhh bm ytwfq m` lqnwn ldwly lnsny".wql trky lmlky, lmtHdth bsm ltHlf ltlfzywn l`rby@ fy wqt lHq n sthdf ls`wdyyn wlskn fy ls`wdy@ "khT 'Hmr".w`brt lmtHdth@ bsm wzr@ lkhrjy@ l'mryky@, hydhr nwrt, `n qlq lwlyt lmtHd@ bsh'n ltqryr `n lDrbt ljwy@ wHtht ltHlf bqyd@ ls`wdy@ `l~ ltHqyq.wqlt nwrt fy fd@ SHfy@ "nthq 'nhm `ndm yqwlwn nhm syHqqwn fsyf`lwn dhlk. nnsq `n kthb m`hm".w'fdt mtHdth@ bsm ljysh l'mryky b'n "lqyd@ lmrkzy@ l'mryky@ lm tshrk fy lDrb@ ljwy@ fy S`d@". w'Dft 'n akhr Drb@ jwy@ fy lymn knt fy 24 ywlyw tmwz wsthdft tnZym lq`d@ fy jzyr@ l`rb.w'shrt lmtHdth@ l~ 'n lqyd@ lmrkzy@ l'mryky@ ts`~ lms`d@ shrky'h fy lHd mn sqwT qtl~ wmSbyn fy Sfwf lmdnyyn.w'shrt mtHdth@ bsm mjls l'mn lqwmy blbyt l'byD l~ "tqryr mtDrb@ fy wsy'l l`lm l`lmy@" wqlt "nn nntZr tqyym rsmy lm Hdth blf`l".wrd `l~ sw'l `m dh kn lbyt l'byD wwzr@ lkhrjy@ ldyhm wjht nZr mkhtlf@, qlt lmtHdth@ "ldyn nfs lmwqf".wql mtHdth bsm l'mm lmtHd@ n l'myn l`m ll'mm lmtHd@, 'nTwnyw jwtyrysh, 'dn lDrb@ ljwy@ wd` l~ jr "tHqyq mstql wfwry".wdhkrt wsy'l l`lm lrsmy@ ls`wdy@, SbH lkhmys, 'n shZy Srwkh 'Tlqh lHwthywn fy lymn `l~ mdyn@ jzn ls`wdy@, ms l'rb`, tsbbt fy mqtl mdny ymny wSb@ 11 akhryn.wshn lHwthywn l`dyd mn lDrbt lSrwkhy@ `l~ mnTq fy lmmlk@ mnh lryD khll l`m lmDy.wS`d@ hy lm`ql lry'ysy llHwthyyn wysthdfh ltHlf bqyd@ ls`wdy@ khll lHrb bDrbt jwy@ bl'ss nZr lTby`th ljbly@ lty tj`l lm`rk S`b@ blnsb@ llqwt lbry@ lmwly@ llHkwm@.wtqwl l'mm lmtHd@ n Hrb lymn 'sqTt 'kthr mn `shr@ alf qtyl wshrdt nHw mlywnyn wdf`t lbld l~ shf mj`@.